First trimester

So I thought the journey back to a bfp was going to be the hardest part, but that's when all the worry and anxiety set in. Although my loss was at 13 weeks and not caused by genetic abnormalities or anything that would make me likely to have another loss, I was scared all through the first 13 weeks. I expected to see blood every time I went to the bathroom. Every little cramp had me sure it was over. The days went by so slowly.

I had my first appointment at 6 weeks. Of course there wasn't much to see, but we didn't see our little babe with a strong heartbeat! A sigh of relief. The next few weeks went by uneventfully, and very slowly. We had our next appointment at 10 weeks, and got another ultrasound.